UN Natural

don’t know up from down
right from wrong
love from indifference
everything is so unnatural
to pass like strangers
no embrace or kiss
to begin the day or say goodnight
empty conversation
skipping around the pain
knowing what used to be
is done and gone
trying to make the best of whats left
so unatural
to stand so close to you
and not touch you
to turn my back to the empty space
in my bed
and close my eyes without your
warmth behind me
so unnatural
to live as if I always alone
to afraid to make any plans
don’t want to move ahead without you
but knowing I must
its all so unnatural
I planned a forever
a life time
and now we have come
to months,
to weeks
to hours,
to minutes and seconds
so afraid to say goodbye
so unnatural
to not have you beside me
to pass like strangers
no embrace or kiss
to beging the day or say goodnight
empty conversation
skipping around the pain
knowing what used to be
is done and gone
trying to make the best of whats left
don’t know wrong from right
night from day
just knowing we have come to the end of this road
and now we have to walk alone
hoping our paths may cross again one day
and we fall into steps
that feel surprisingly natural
hoping our greetings turn to easy conversation
and laughing at secrets only we have shared
to have our seconds turn to minutes,
hours, weeks, months and years
to return to forever
to fall back into a lifetime
to look into your eyes
and smile at each other
thinking…this feels so natural

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